tOday!!

hi foLks!!!!!i'm back!!!(herher!!)these past few days..i'm a bit not in the mood to write here..(boredom got over me)..

but i'm already back...!!hahah!!last 6th of may..it's my younger brother's birthday..hephep!!hooray!!!!whow!and yesterday..nothing so special...just like an ordinary day..i watched tv(ofcourse!)..i surf the net..play someonline games in the internet..

today..AN ORDINARY DAY..i surf the net again..(isn't it obvious???!)and i'm thinking to play again some online games when my brother's done..hahah!!!!!


see yah!!!!=)
bye-bye!!!

whAt yAh dOin'??!!

today..hm..??!!!i read my book(vampire bytes)..then i surf the net a bit...as always..i watched hana kimi(the original..'coz my sister loves it too..and uber..both fromthe same network..abs-cbn)..

eRrRr!!!!i haven't watched the latest episode of gene simmons family jewels!!!!!!!darn!!!!!!!i hate it!!!! and its last week's episode also...arrghh!!!!weLL..i can watch it on replays..hekhek!!!(i wish!!hope so!!!)

that's all yah there..!!!gotta go..i'm a bit sleepy already..*sigh*..and a bit tired..=..

bye!!!!!nyte!!!

gOt bOred nO mOre!!!

hi folks..yesterday..i forgot to tell yah that i bought a book...entitled vampire bytes by linda grant..in its cover..it seems uninteresting..but i swear..try to read it..it's story's so good..and great..!!!!(iloveit!!!)

its story is about a crime investigator..who's solving a crime involving her niece..and other teenage kids in their town..a LARP- game..and D&D(dUngeons and dragons)..that's taking the players' mental thinking controlled.it's a game 'bout vampires and vampiress!a childe and a sire..(like a group of teens pretending and acting like vampires on streets..'coz they feel that they're really one of them)..it's a sci-fi book..and i love it!!!it really thrills me up page to page and chapter to chapter!!!!

weLL!!today!!hm...!!i read that book..then i watched a bit of tv then..here i am!!!typing on the keyboard for this blog!!(hahah!!wtf*ck!)

he didn't text me again..but..it's okei..i'm trying to and should understand his situation..(whow!!i've learned a lot already!)..the thing is..i really miss him so much!!i wanna see him!!can't wait to see him!!!*sigh*..if he's only here..i'll hug and kiss him..='(..i'll hug him tight!!..i love him so much!!!hope he's fine..always..!

okei..that's all folks!!byebye..!!!

"intelligence plus character..that's the way to good education"-mark luther king(am i right??!how 'bout the name??is it correct??!!'hope so!!!(aheheh!!!!)i've seen that quote in the tv..in the movie"stomp the yard"..you gotta watch it!!!)

cOnGO!!!cOnGO!!(aLav yOur sisiG!!)=)

whEw!!!!a very tiring day for me today!!!!

my mom bOught my younger brother a bicycle(mini..'coz he's only 3 years old..actually turning 3 on the 6th of may..ADVANCE BIRTHDAY GIFT)..she said that we must take andrei(my younger brother)outside so that he can be able to ride on his new bike(bicycle).. every morning..weLL..it's okei for me..no prob!!(hekhek=p)

3 or 4 in the afternoon..we went at the mall..(sm fairview..my mom,me,my younger sister erica and andrei)..we bought some stuffs that we need in the house..then we let andrei ride on those kiddie rides..WITH ME!!(haha!!just kiddin'!)..and atlast!!!!!hOOray!!!!!!we ate at CONGO GRILL..!!yes!!yes!!hep hep!!hooray!!my hunger for sisig was..atleast..lessen a bit!!!haha!!!we ate pork sisig..then sizzling squid..and a hot shrimp sinigang..whOw!!i really love it!!!!YUM!!YUM!!!XD..

weLL..!!i love this day!!!!!=)he texted me again!!!hahah!!!(ahihih!!)

gotta go folks!!!it's already late..!

nyte and sweet dreamss!!!!!

a day!!!

it's an ordinary day for me today..weLL..i played my fave computer game..phantom mansion(a kid's game!)heheh!!and..i've watched my fave shows on tv..

i'm so happy today 'coz the person that i love the most texted me already!!yipee!!he said sorry 'coz he made me felt that he didn't love me.he said that he still loves me so much!(whow!!!!am shakin' to the bones!)it's just that he doesn't have enough money to txt me..that'll he'll repay my worries when the class starts(though we're on different scholls!)...well..it's okei..it doesn't matter..atleast i know now that he still loves me!yahoo!!!i love this feeling!!!!(yayks!!)he said that he can't sleep last night 'coz of what i've said to him(it's because of my anger..)i'm so sorry..i didn't mean it!i'm controlled again by my emotions..*sigh*

my mom told me to turn off this laptop..(mom!!can't you see!!i'm writing on my blog!!hmpf!)

anyways..that's all folks..i don't wanna argue with my mom..(heheh!!am a good girl!)

i miss him so much..!!!!!!i love him 'till death!!!

gotta go!!=)

do he still??T_T

it reaLLy hUrts sO bAd!i CAn't heLp myseLf!i'm miSSing hIm sO mUcH!i Can't even feeL his presenCe..dO he stiLL LOve me??

we'Ve brOke Up Last apriL 18..and i'm the One whO brOke-Up with hIm..it'S beCaUSe my mOm dOesn't want hiM fOr me..mY MOm tOoK my mobiLe phOne..beCause Of it..and On that dAy..i feLt sO sOrry fOr myseLf..i feLt that i'm tHe onLy One whO'S fiGhting fOr OUr LOve..i had a thOUGht thAt whiLe i'm sUfferInG..he'S hapPy in his pLaCe..and didn't Care 'bOUt me at aLL..i saCrifiCed aLmOSt aLL..fOr him..i'Ve diSSapOinted my mOm..and Lied tO her..jUst fOr him!!(whAt've i dONe!)i hUrt my mOm..Over and Over..!!

my sister tOLd me that i'm nOt thinking..my emOtiOns we're COntrOLLing me..bUt i dON't wanna giVe-Up..!i wannA fiGHt!stiLL..it reaLLy hUrts!

when we broke-up..he promised me that he'll wait for me..'tiLL LifetIme..and i'm still hOlding oN tO tHAt vOw..bUt i CAn feeL thAT he's ChangIng..and i'm afraid that he miGht..i dOn't knOw what tO dO.. i haVE tO ChOOse!!everytime..we're taLking On the phOne..i CAn sense that hE's happY..whiLe me..dEEp inside..bLeedinG..='(

he said that no one couLd ever take my pLace in his heart..bUt i'm wOrried..tHAt sOOner..SOmeoNe miGht and wiLL tAke my pLaCe..i thinK he'S starting tO fOrget me..everyniGHt i'm CryinG..i waNt him sO badLy..i'm tryinG tO think thAt sOmeone wiLL crOss my path..thAt's mOre deServing for my LOve..thAN hIm..bUt i aLways feeL tHAT he's the One fOr me!!i'm sO tired Of it!it'S makin' me siCk!!bUt i CAn't stOp..thinking and LOving hIm..!

i wanna die.....
i CAn feeL the fire scOrChing Over and Over again...T_T